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2010-07-07T09:19:00.001-07:00

Closure.

2010-06-30T02:59:00.000-07:00

Since I don't blog often, should close this blog.
Since people think they're so famous & get big headed about it, I should whine & close this blog.
Since their face irks me at the very glimpse I catch on them, I should close this blog.
Since I'm pretty busy with things all around me now that I have a life, I should close this blog.

I'm a nice guy if you're nice to me. I support Germany & Portugal (even though out as of 30th June).

I'm still pondering about closing this shit hole. Should I....? Tee-Hee.

*edited-The start of school, the start of fyp, the start of club events, the start of a stressed up, tight mudafuking schedule

2010-06-27T20:17:00.000-07:00

Heading says it all & here I am blogging instead of riding to school. See the reluctance in me. Facing the people of Singapore Polytechnic. Bummer, I still have to.

Thank you Germany for winning me my money back since the start of world cup. Now I have overall earned some money. This is it, besides Finals & portugal v spain, I ain't gonna bet no more.

ps: HE.HE. I hope my hair gets caught somehow, so I can get attention of everyone =.= _l_

"...for the Goddess has sent her gift, a chance I must hold on to & make the most of it...
This divinity is what I live for......now."

EDITED:
Ok fuck??? There's no justice in this world I tell ya that. I hate to whine but fuck, if it keeps up like this, won't I be treated unfairly til' I'm outta poly? It's soo clear & obvious that the marking has not been done fairly ah. I'm so sad man. I study so hard for this paper compared to the rest & I got shockingly low for it. Eeeyer slap ni la. T.T Andrew wails for fairness to be done. aaahhhh faaaaaaack la. There are more important things in life to worry about. Like .... ... ... heh.
CHAOSAIIIIII MUDAFUCKAAA~

pps: peter chao (Y)

It's time

2010-06-11T00:48:00.000-07:00

Time to spend some money. But not too much since my money isn't here yet.
Swimming til' tanned
Gym til' ache
Cuisines & local delights galore til' fat
M'sia delights til' fat
Motocross? =0
Spam kpop songs 'cos it's the IN thing now
FYP full swing
ABE club commitment

That's all for these two weeks. Oh & did I forget to mention.....................WORLD CUP LA CB!!! ANY WEST SIDE AREAS I CAN WATCH ANOT.....knn.......

BOOYA KASHA BOYKA!!

2010-06-06T04:05:00.001-07:00

If you're interested in getting me a b'day present. I'd want a table-top centerpiece, like a lava lamp/electric ball thingy when you touch got the electric thingy BUT NOT CLOCKS. OR....an ez/curl bar for my weights so I can save money from going to the gym =D

Stop studying, get up, get out, enjoy. Then come back & realise there's test tmr & chiong. Gd luck to myself, not to anyone else thanks.

What do you do when you've such a heavy burden on you?

2010-06-02T05:16:00.000-07:00

Face it, payment's not fully here. How am I able to answer to all 20+ of you? I've let you guys down & I certainly do NOT feel good about this. I hereby apologise for the delayed payment.

Yes, it's my fault that I trusted a company like this, but more importantly is not who, is what actually happened. No one wanted this to happen, I really hope both parties understand one another & work things out. I've been haunted. For fucking 6 months... do anyone think that I feel good about this? EVERY week since 1st January, EVERYDAY...I'm reminded of this mishap. Yes, a note in my HANDPHONE to remind myself to chase for payment & remind you guys to be patient. There's alot of views on this matter but just let me summarise.

Once again I do admit it's my fault to have got involved with such a poor-management-skills-company. Just 'cos you're busy doesn't mean you've to neglect the rest..no follow-ups..? Time & time again I've been lied to......It's not I don't understand but DO NOT make false promises or even statements when I ACTUALLY DO have a life & alot of REAL-LIFE PROJECTS to deal with. Just 'cos I'm a student doesn't mean you can ignore me just alil' bit.... like "ah, nvm later reply" or, "this boy's case not that serious as the rest, can deal with him later" Fucking just keep contact will change everything you understand? YOU seriously need some lecture on Customer Relations & what not k.......*KEEP IN CONTACT WITH YOUR CUSTOMERS* (I'm an internal customer for fucks sake dumbshit)

Another thing, no one expected this event to flop. You can laugh at me but......make sure you laugh at yourself next time when YOUR event/job screws up. Everything has ups & downs. If the event was a successful one, you think this'll happen? You think it's totally smooth all the time? I'm glad on a side note that I actually am going through this hard up shit right now so that in future I'll recall something like this & be wary of myself. I'm treating this as an experience & I know I shouldn't bring you guys down with me..but what can I do? I'm chasing payments alternate days......If you're that hard up for cash, why not just call him directly? It'll seriously help. I'm not asking for anyone's pity or critic. I just need to say this to both parties.

I have a life too. This issue has been haunting me for half a year now. Understand or confront me. If you just wanna be unreasonable & challenge me for whatsoever purpose......

Go fuck yourself & watch Human Centipede =)

Ooooh laaaa laarhhhh~

2010-05-23T20:37:00.000-07:00

Realised that I've not been blogging as much compared to last time. Maybe it's time to close down this blog.....................

But since I've got so many kaypo readers ^.^ I shall just leave it the way it is.

Things are starting to pick up again, though I over-estimated the amount of time I have for myself. Did I mention about anti-croc meat protesters? Oh God..... Nonetheless, I'm still going back there for the croc meat. Maybe this friday again. One more time it happens I'm soo going to stomp it. Fuckers.

Photoshoot this coming Friday................................Woots another theme! *claps* & wait for it......................

2pm

2010-05-20T10:06:00.000-07:00

Nono not the Kpop band 2pm, but start less @ 2pm =.=

Croc meat later. This is what....local cuisine? Cheers!

& fkin stop jumping to conclusions people......you don't know whole story/reason of why others are doing so...& please don't go questioning them why they do it etc. ah......somethings are better left unknown get it ..?

& you....it's okay don't need reply already =D LOL

In the house....In a heartbeat

2010-05-17T21:51:00.000-07:00

Why do we seek attention? Why do we act in front of others? Why do we lie, even white lies just to protect ourselves..? From..? Why are we stubborn? Why can't we just be honest & smile..like there's no tomorrow? Why do have this feeling called..hatred?

-In the house....In a heartbeat.

On a side note. Played soccer ytd & boots gave way. Was feeling exhausted after like 20mins. I seriously gotta play more or at least increase my stamina..fked up bro....fked up.

& you......reply leh.

Oh....fuck.

2010-05-14T18:54:00.001-07:00

Helmet's here. Cuisines galore. Lepak sessions increasing.

But then again, life can never be so smooth.

but THEN AGAIN.....if you realise, it's always other people that makes your life not-so-smooth.
So why FML each time you hit the rocks? Why not FTL (fuck their lives)? Why not FEEL (fuck everyone else's lives)?

Conclusion, if you fuck other people's lives up, eventually your life will just be up & going.
*but to some of you, you stay out of my way, I'll stay out of yours. You in my way................well, I'll try to get in yours too.

Past week's been a ....makan-ful trip. From Korean to Malaysian, Brazilian to Mexican. Think I've been spending too much already. Time to stick with teh tarik & prata.

Cheers,
Arai is th' love.

Unless I need you, you're out of my league

2010-05-08T03:42:00.000-07:00

& untill I received my helmet, I'm lazy to blog =)

& I'm still waiting for it......Arai TX II.....come on....

2010-05-04T06:25:00.000-07:00

Some people just don't know how to shut their mouth when it's at the wrong time/moment......Don't make assumptions or twist the story when you just know part of it ok....

Period.

To whom it may concern.

2010-05-01T08:33:00.000-07:00

Angel's fine......for now. Just a minor stroke.

I'm okay.

Just lost my motivation to do anything. Study is still study. But......I can't bring myself to being Attan or Andrew. I'm just trying my best to stay 'alive'. I'm fine. Still sane.....still sane.

& my helmet's delayed til' 15th May.......well, what's the next fucked up thing in 2010? fuck.

........I hope it won't be the last kiss.

2010-04-29T07:46:00.000-07:00

This 100th post of my blog goes out to one individual which holds a very important place of my life..without her, I wouldn't be who I am today for sure.
Without her, I wouldn't look forward coming home expecting a welcome greeting.
Without her, my chinese new years & holidays would be spent in solitary.
Without her, I'll never walk in my kitchen again just for nothing.
Without her, I'll never be able to boast to my friends that I've her.
Without her, my daily routine would be badly affected.
Without her, I'll never be able..............to hug or even talk to someone when I really need to.

Without her..I'll never be myself again.

They give a dog a status of "A man's best friend".......she's far more than that.
15 years with me, watching me grow up, watching our family go through good & bad times....it's more than a canine. She's part of family. She's part of our lives.

She's part of me.

Don't leave yet please. It's not time.

I'm crying. I fall to my knees. I'm praying.

......& when's my dearest helmet gonna come?

2010-04-26T02:37:00.000-07:00

Finally..........oh no wait. It's not over, it just got started. Things'll get more chaotic as time goes by......& I need a lepak session please! If not brain's gonna get fried & I'll be a loony !

&& riding in the rain (with raincoat) isn't so bad afterall. Kinda love riding in the rain.... Emmanuel, you should try with raincoat really.

Dinner's alone again. Pathetic moiix. SHERMAINE, UPLOAD MY FUTURE PROFILE PIC FASTER LEH..........................................

Booyasha! Back to blogging.

2010-04-23T02:18:00.000-07:00

Busy-ness kicks in & lepak sessions are reduced. Rain starts around late noon-evening, ending my day in a horrible way. Well, at least I didn't get caught in the rain SO FAR......

Here's me, whining like a bitch about the amount of work thrown & deadlines just next week.

& here's me, taking it in like a MAN.

& there's me, waiting for my Arai to come =D

&& previously my e-mail has been virally affected by familyguylol.com's advertisement on Viagra. So yeah, I've cleared all cookies & scanned my laptop already no worries. However if in future, the random e-mails are still around & sent to you, please inform me.

RUSH RUSH RUSH! *prays hard for Monday's pitching*

Don't be such a snob peeps.

2010-04-15T07:32:00.001-07:00

I've learnt my lesson & stopped being a snob =D So should you peeeeeps!

Meeting today was serious BUT fun. Hilariously serious ..????

*tom sneezes* - *Me freaks out* - *Me eats cinnamon melts* - GO FRESHIES GO! =.=

After which....PARTEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! But I didn't dance though. Just lepak one corner......then left with Sher.

Tireddddddd~

& to the person who horned me just now, gratz to you. You're the first motorist who horned me. It MIGHT be my fault....might be an unecessary horn....but yeah. I was calm during everything, good rider! =D

Girl's back from mini vacation~

2010-04-14T06:11:00.000-07:00

Missed her so! Now she goes PRAK PRAK PRAK PRAK!!!!!!

Notice the puddle next to Victoria. This Michelle Comet ah.......Pee everywhere siaaaaaa LOL jkjk bro don't scratch Vic please.

Took her from shop & carburator kept leaking....So went back to fix it. There you go.

TIME FOR SOME OFF-ROAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dreams achieved. Next up, KL.

2010-04-10T09:05:00.001-07:00

Back from Bt. Indah if I'm not wrong, had dinner, top up petrol & came back to SG with dad & his bike kakis.

Today is a happy day. I don't feel it but............let's keep the surprise =D All that's revealed is...................actually more than $1.2k spent on modding my girl. Let's see on Wednesday what she's become ^.^

Won't be riding til' then! Cheers & ride/drive safely folks.

Micron-ized.

2010-04-09T11:10:00.000-07:00

It's always me me me & never about the rest. I guess responsibilities come down heavy on you if you accept it willingly, foolishly.

"Live everyday like your last" - Comments on this phrase people?

I'm in need of $ right now. Fucking....pay up please. Don't delay anymore..............

FYP, Fitness level, Riding trips...........ON LA!

2010-04-07T08:28:00.000-07:00

FYP's gonna be Night Safari's Halloween 2010. Planning stage will start around next week......Awesome shitz. It's like finally I get to do a second big event in my life wooties. (first was SIN 2009 fyi) but considering that now will be like....the organizing team, oh man, WORLD, prepare for my creativity & passion for events that will scare the shit/pee outta you during this event =D

Right now it's the time to actually be serious & not let personalities affect whatever you're doing. Like my dad told me once, "...if you can't beat them, join them" =) So to you, I didn't actually bother what other people said about you. I just hope that we'll leave those aside & make this happen. Cheers.

Another wooties would be my ...........sexy body =D Just kiddin', but I'm back to gym & the feeling is unforgettable~ 1 set! 2 sets! 6 sets!!!!

Gonna do up my bike alittle over this weekend..hopefully it can hit 100km/h after the mods LOL. $$$ again..............................................XXX company, pay up asap ok....thanks huh......

It's a fucking 40 Degrees out there today.

2010-04-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

Awesome day for sun tanning. Those @ Siloso beach today were enjoying it & good on you guys, picking a good weather like this, considering that past few days were raining like hounds & pussies.

Pictures of today with Victoria, Michelle & Emmanuel.

.......................when the three pics are only of me =) Awesome place. Seriously.

Sentosa/Resort World, you have my respect. Awesome-ness.

Fuck, wanna spend the night @ SP today for the nightwalk but body's been heaty of lately & my gums & throat ain't that good. Rest more k. House chores to be done when mum's not around now =(

Bo young... I'm a shy boy =)

WHY WHY WHY

2010-04-05T09:44:00.001-07:00

She holds the melting butter in her hands to cut it into smaller pieces. It's kinda normal I think o.o

Fk face =)

Ok ok I had my times of wtfish-ness also. Dropped the butter far away from the batter I dont know how =D

why is it that I am so suayy most of the time? is it, normal? nvm, things will be back the way it was.

Bo Young lookalike! Don't disappoint me leh................... Sigh. Fucking sigh.

Camwhoring @ Subway, Westmall. Baking & Camping too!

2010-04-04T04:30:00.000-07:00

What happens when you're in Westmall & there's nothing for you to do? Camwhore lor.
Fuck, gayishhhh~

More pics are with Mr.Bar's hp. HTC HERO worzxz. Please send them to me so that I can change my FB profile picture & my contact picture since it's linked dick =.=

This week's gonna be dedicated to camp & baking! Strawberry muffins & maybe even fruit tarts O.O yeaaah. Don't worry, Attan's around with Si Shi, she won't screw things up =)

Camp oi! Nightwalk FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Qian Hu & "Welcome home to Gombak" trip

2010-04-03T07:36:00.000-07:00

Of course fish spa.

& these aren't toys, REAL rainbow crabs lol.

& we have Gi lim & his family....(Eugene Lim YY)

Tattoo molly. I personally think it's awesome for a gift to a spouse.

Then we headed to dont know what block, near 331, where I used to live. MEMORIES! & the stalls under void deck the aunty & uncles all still there. I just loveee to hang out @ peaceful environments.

Good day even though weather was quite bad. Didn't stop us from riding though =D

& shiiiiiiiiiit. Right eye 25 degrees! Wtf? Look too much at girls? Fringe cover my eyes for the past one year til' like that? LOL dont know laaaaaaa.

& shiiiiiiiiit one more time. I'm moodless. 'cos.......... =x park bo young!! =(

Netizen

2010-03-31T20:42:00.000-07:00

Chick vs Dick / Numbnuts @ clicknetwork.tv

YourSingapore.com

OneMap.sg

Been a netizen so far.

Rode last night to Bt Timah's Udders, went to Marina Barrage, went to Cheese Prata Shop (west coast) which standard's plunged, went recce around Jurong.

Funny parts?

-Bt Timah's Udders was full/packed. We were lucky to get seats though. But I didn't buy anything, leaving emmu the only one having ice cream.

-Marina Barrage, nice at night, nice skies, nice gossips & talk cocks....suddenly OF ALL PLACES, the position we were at, 12midnight, the fucking sprinkler went off. & it wasn't really a sprinkler. It was some fucking fountain gushing up in the air. JUST LIKE 20cm away from our backs. Helmets got wet LOL. & my goggles were soaking wet =.=

-Cheese Prata Shop's cheese prata tasted like kosong & costs a fucking $2.50. Not to mention, drinks suck big time too. Fuck off.

-Destination Jurong Point, ended up in Jln Bahar, my sister's block downstairs. 2am plus, was shit scared LOL.

Bowling Fail.

2010-03-30T02:14:00.001-07:00

See this Geek.

Made orange muffins with my mother past few days ago, forgot when. Batter was alot but when it got to seperating them into cups, only a pathetic 8 was filled LOL.

& not only I did not gym for 6 months, just realised did not bowl for 6 months too. Fucking fail. Wait til' the $1.50 offer comes back then go train again. ARGH! NEED TO GYM BACK LAAAAAAAAAA . FUCKING WEAK NOW GRRR. Irritatinnnnnnnn~

Must go bike shop do some maintenence also. WTF lazy sia?

When traffic lights scare the shit outta me

2010-03-27T21:04:00.001-07:00

Belated anniversary pics for Michelle Comet & Victoria Crossroad. The time where we tio summon. Michelle got $25 bucks though when I just got $8. As it can be seen clearly......Michelle wasn't in a parking lot LOL. But hey. Thanks alot Mich......Sacrifice for Vic.

It's my honor to have pillioned first timers, especially my friends. I just love the feeling of it. But I always have in mind....that their lives are more important than mine. So ride safely =)

Infront of M.I speeding at 10km/h

KICKUUUUUUUUUUU~

Been riding the past few days. Tired physically. SHI! You comes backs todays. Let's go for morning b'fast on weekdayssssssssss~

24th March, Suay-Day. 25th March, Pillion Day.

2010-03-24T23:58:00.000-07:00

-SP text msg system woke me up @ 8am+- with a BIG "C" & a few As & B+s. GPA mantained 3.1 woke up on the wrong side of the bed totally.

-Was at town, planned to go home when I saw this piece of paper on my bike after just 1.5 hours @ Cineleisure. Guessed I deserved it.

-Not long after, got caught in a fucking heavy rain on PIE. Literally SOAKED & DRENCHED with Emmanuel. Rode home WET, FUCKING WET.

-After shower twitted about the suay-ness of today & about 15seconds later, Laptop suddenly shut down. Fucked up charger.

Today was pretty alright. Fetched mum to her friend's house & had lunch with Pamela. Later meeting Barry to go ikea & if possible Emmanuel's joining & if possible meet Aliff to get his bike (gratz on passing with same demerit points as me bro!). Busy busy =D

THEN the suay-ness of yesterday brought forward to today. When I was out with Pamela (maybe about half an hour), I came home & noticed a small slip of paper at my door. POST OFFICE. I wasn't at home when the delivery man/lady was here to pass me my license card. Now must go Westmall branch myself collect THE NEXT FUCKING WORKING DAY. Which is tomorrow though. Nabei lazy can =D

ps: Weather oh weather. Can you stop being a fucking thorn in a flesh.

FIRST DATE!!!!!

2010-03-23T07:49:00.001-07:00

Met up with Emmanuel, he took Michelle along too. & we met up with Victoria =P YEAH! VICTORIA! =DDDDDD She's hottttttt =x So long story cut short. Went for a 'drink', had some ice cream @ sunset way & Jurong Point.

"Drinks"

Ice Cream @ Sunset Way.

Love ya Victoria Crossroad! *hugs* *kisses*

L.O.L

......she's accepted me!!!!!!

2010-03-20T03:40:00.000-07:00

=) not gonna reveal her name til' I've met her. Heh. Heh.

Sorry I gotta postpone our date from Monday to Tuesday ya? Monday won't be in Singapore....

See you then!

Ups & Downs,downs,downs,downs,downs of life

2010-03-17T21:58:00.000-07:00

Ever realised that your life's always like this? One time you get ecstatic, next thing you know, you're down & out & it's just not your 'day', everyday. Happening to nya kun now =(

Long story cut short. Can't get bike 'cos no money for paper works. No money 'cos some company haven't paid me yet. & FYP's being a bitch too. If only I could just do it myself without any restrictions.

I'm just fed up. Leave me to my 5.1 speakers & some alternative music please......

Truth is here.

2010-03-15T00:36:00.000-07:00

Listen up. I'm not going to mention names here. But the company who owes my guys & I money......is a company famous for not paying their debts on time. No one gives a shit about difficulties you guys are facing period. We just want our money back. & if you are NOT going to pay us back anytime soon....I can't promise what'll happen. & this is NOT a threat. 'Cos really, I'm not the only person here in need of money & is very, very furious about this. Well, 69 others are. I'm worried for my guys most importantly. At least I don't worry about myself, 'cos I can tahan this shit you're giving me. __ seriously. I can't hold it back anymore.

You kinda made me who I am today & I'm thankful. Sadly, I'm here to put you down if you don't compromise.

Fuck those who say they give YOU an oppurtunity......

2010-03-14T04:37:00.000-07:00

In this world, you're all on your own. You don't be a fucker, you don't get to the top. You get run over by others who're a fucker. Not true? Go reflect.

Local bands who are interested in performing, do contact me. I understand everyone's situation in becoming famous/getting experience (in anything they want in life) or whatever. & I'm here to give YOU a chance. An oppurtunity to get what YOU deserve. Because honestly, by helping YOU, I'm helping myself. I don't wanna go on about advertising myself or my team. Simple, straightforward, I'll give YOU an oppurtunity. Acoustic bands, you're wanted. Mid-April, Substation, Saturday. Date TBC, depending on approval of Substation management.

Btw, went to Vivo City with Da Jie today. Had a first Carl's Jr. & realised that I shouldn't start pumping iron just yet, judging from the way things are going..............................

Vara no more, XR 125 come? Arai no more, Shoei come?

2010-03-13T05:22:00.001-08:00

Sheesh. Things just ain't going my way. More stress than waiting for TP. Forget it. What come may, what I have, take. No complaints. Damn it sobs.

Nothing to say.

Rich to .....not-so-rich.

2010-03-10T07:39:00.000-08:00

Out with Shi today. Spent total of $300 thereabout.

On a blazer set (with pants) from G2000, Green canvas shoes from Converse, REEF slippers from Flash 'n' Splash.

& I almost got the ZARA jacket I wanted for sooo long but I felt the pinch & needed to stop my spending. It was $299. Sobs.

&&& FINALLYYYYYY BONG DROVE US TO IMM!!!! Bloody chiongster though. Ease on the accelerator man. Headed to Ben's place after that & found out that.......

Puny

Ocean

Yup. Suddenly he owns two of these coincidently-sex-related pets.

"bunny" & "pussy" Good job Ben. Fate has it's own way of manipulating your life.

Fed. Up.

2010-03-09T04:12:00.000-08:00

-Shoei Hornet

-Arai Tourcross

Help me out here peeps. Leave a tag, on which helmet is the better choice. I really really need some votes here. I'm tied up between these two. Don't ask for the price though, 'cos then, your vote will be affected by the pricing & not its looks. I'm fucked troubled T.T

Did alil' arrangement to my room today, to set up the 5.1 speakerssssss. But realised I don't have enough audio jacks for the middle speaker to fit in. SHIT. IT fair~

Judging from the way things are going..........I don't think a desktop is reasonable now. Let's postpone the desktop plan to end of this year.

Anyone who knows of anyone selling their Honda XL 125 Varadero, do let me know... =( I'm hard up for a bike now......WHY ISN'T ANYONE SELLING @ A REASONABLE PRICE!

Visited the gym today. Chatted with the counter people. It's been 6 fucking months since I went. Did a couple of bench press & before you know it, I was shag. It's okay, take it eas-ayeeee~ Good things don't come easyyy~

& to the company who owes me & my guys our pay for GATECRASHER COUNTDOWN 2010......if you don't keep to your word one more time........................................................
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The worst feeling I've ever felt in my life.

2010-03-07T22:01:00.000-08:00

I reached the centre 20mins early. I took my tag. I sat. I didn't feel much pressure, surprisingly.

But as time passed & we started to get ready for our turn & warm up......The nightmare came.

No. 59, was my tag number. I felt not-so-nervous when it was my turn. I rode with confidence.......................................til' I arrived at the E-brake point. I felt I gained some demerit points. I knew I did. Fucked up, I left for the road. Took a FUCKING HUGE RISK, by going with the flow of the traffic. Thank goodness nothing went wrong. Went back to the centre.

That's when........the feeling came. Never before was I this nervous, fucked up, hungry etc. Waited.........til' the first TP officer came. Announced numbers, it went batch by batch.......If you're called, you failed.

One of 'em came in....announced....... 51............52..........................55....57.................................................................................................

62.

I still wasn't relieved. Untill......

Aiya fuck it with the bullshit. I passed.

PILLION LIST IS OPEN!!!! BOOK NOW TO AVOID DISAPPOINTMENT!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Ah. Aha. Ha.

2010-03-05T08:07:00.000-08:00

Taking a rest from exams. Before TP on Monday. Wish me luck guys.

Hey. Positive thinkings okay. Don't-suay-me. Whatever happens......
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GYM IS STILL A MUST. Fucking pacs are no longer there. Yeah, rub it in. Before school starts, I'll get them back. For sure. No choice I guess too, NS enrolment "soon"......Oh, ATTAN'S PLANNING TO GO ON FOR A MARATHON! NO SHIT!!!

......where can drinks can hurt you.

2010-03-02T10:04:00.000-08:00

After constructions paper today. I had to left the room early again (bloody hell a guy left much earlier than me LOL power)....not only 'cos I finished it early but had to meet mum to visit Er jie....in her tiny lil' hideaway in Kembangan. Reason is to check out her apartment & ......visit her. Apparently a can of coconut juice fell from the fridge on to her 2nd & 3rd toes of her right foot, causing MAJOR damage. How major? 2nd toe got a deep ass cut & a part of 3rd toe's bone chipped off. Poor Er jie. Limping like pai ka. Sigh. Take care sis~

After which. Went to westmall to get some bedsheets & while mum was checking it out, I was mistaken for a sales assistant twice, IN 10 FUCKING SECONDS. What the fuck man, I'm wearing black long sleeves WITH A SHOEI HELMET BAG AROUND ME. WHAT? SALES ASSISTANTS CARRY THEIR BARANG BARANG AROUND AR?

Pfft. Chil-lepak with emman til 1am. We recce-ed around bt panjang, dover,batok,bt timah....all the links to my place. & noticed that I'm a fool not to realise the roads are all linked =.=

ps: There's a chick riding a Yamaha FZ 1000 around my area. Yellow one. Damn that's hot. =( what a discouraging sight LOL.

A week away from..........................Freedom of my mind.

2010-02-28T06:23:00.000-08:00

Doesn't really* matter whether or not I pass/fail TP next monday. Of course pass shiok la. Because I just got word. From my father. That. Since it's my own bike. & I'm 20 this year. ..
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I'm getting my bike. Without any help from my father. As in, from the purchasing of the bike, to servicing, to parking coupon, to insurance........whatever. Which means. I'm in need. REAL NEED OF MONEY. Anyone wanna donate/borrow me first so I can have my bike asap??? =(((((
ESTIMATED PERIOD THAT I CAN RIDE MY OWN BIKE: May 2010. FAAARRRKKK.

I guess my desktop plans postponed to end of the year huh. Fucking sad.

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Heck. This post still relates to the topic. It's freedom of my mind 'cos exams are over, end of semester, finish TP, NO MORE TESTS/EXAMS WHATEVER. Just me & GYM!!!!!!!!!

NOT FORGETTING......WEEKEND MOTOCROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll officially start pro lessons next weekend. Pics/vids will be up I promise.

Just a teaser~ HEHE!

Mood: Wharrrr-ever.

Ugh

2010-02-24T23:42:00.000-08:00

Who pukes @ 6am in the morning? ...........................................................................................................................................................
..........................Not me! Sadly I just did. Fucking weird. Didn't know what's the cause of it. Learnt quite a lesson though. Never to eat alot already. Enough is enough. Cut down on my mealsss =(

Gonna study Project Management & Constructions over the weekend....but now I not feeling well ah......so gonna just......watch some movies =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

World Ch....Cha...........Change..........s

2010-02-24T04:13:00.000-08:00

What's up with people nowadays. Or is it just me. So hostile =( I don't likeee. First paper down. Two to go. After which, TP test. I don't get the same feelings I felt before about tests & all....I think I wait untill numb already. Just like when we were waiting for O levels....................................

& I can't seem to get my Korean language bar to work..help, anyone? & God...... I miss mum's cooking.

Yet again, I detest people. So triple-headed snake. One time so nice, one time cold, one time begging for you. Eeeyer. kko jeo please.

Come to daddy~

2010-02-20T07:14:00.001-08:00

Oh dearie. Come to daddy. It doesn't really matter if I do pass or fail......I just love you so much......Don't go......Stay with me......I promise you I'll get you & bring you whenever I go play dirt, be it pass or fail......I need you......so badly.......... =( SA RANG HAE..........!!

Family is missed.

2010-02-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

Guess what. I'm conferencing with my two sisters & mother in MSN. Steady la~

Although we ain't got no reunion dinner or whatsoever visiting, don't have any relatives in Singapore, & stay all over Singapore, we're still communicating thru any means, even MSN or SKYPE. Cool yo~ =.=

&& instead of studying for upcoming exams & preparing bike TP test, I'm continuing my self-learning-korean-lessons which I left a long time ago. At least now there's a progress. Thanks to Eunice Heng for some PROFESSIONAL help eh.

Realised I haven't been blogging. My CNY? Simple. Very simple. Watch History Channel, Discovery Channel, Animal Planet. Rotted whole day at home on Valentine's day with da jie. Blah & blah. Fucking monotonous life. That's all I could describe the past few days. OH! With house chores, probably the best thing I've done so far. Not sacarstic. I DO LOVE house chores. It takes my mind off stuffs & I get the ......success in completing it. Cleanliness & organised.... Muacks.

&& living alone really is an experience. As in, really, for like a month. Single life. I wonder if I'll be like this when I'm older..........................................................................................that is, before I get married.

Going to BBSS tmr night. For some tour around the new school.

An nyeong~

バウムクーヘン

2010-02-10T06:02:00.001-08:00

Baum-ku-chen by the Germans. Or rather, Bamu-ku-hen by the Japanese.

Yeah. I'm having it. & I'm feeling the fucking guilt of not studying. For engineering & resource procurement. Boo-Hoo. NO TIME LA....NOT FREE TO STUDY OKAYY =.=

Bon Voyage mummy daddy. Do take care & ride safely. Kudos to them please,
From: Singapore
Destination: Luang Prabang, Laos

& THATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS WHY. I was born, a biker. It runsssssss in the Attenboroughs' blood.

Helpless. Being used.

2010-02-07T21:42:00.000-08:00

What happens if you're being shoved aside when you thought you're on the path of being who you want to be, by others who are already up there? Simply put, stepped on by those who are far more superior than you? What happens if everything you wanted to do which puts you up there, being who you want to be, just ...... plunged? Why can't they keep you updated & not leaving you in the lurch, whilst others breathe down your neck for something which you aren't able to give but supposed to? What happens if you fully understand their situation but they keep on & on & on & on delaying your responsibility? Don't they know it's almost impossible to control the situation when we don't know shit to salvage it? All we ask for, is understanding & full co-operation. We understand the whole situation......do YOU?

Y'know what. Fuck this. No more relying on shitz. It's all on our own to be who we want to be & achieve whatever we want. You rely, you regret. You respect, you repent. Motherfuckers ain't gonna utilize your potentials. They just want you for your utter interest & passion, which brings them to the top, while you, left at the bottom, just like little remnants....& when they're done with you, redundant. Simple as that.

Moral of the story. "....thinking doesn't change anything. Do it." & that's why I'ma rely on myself, my potential, my skills, my passion to bring me where I wanna be. & so should everyone else.

It's here. The fucking-long-awaited acoustic gig is on. Full details will be updated here & BEAT Crew Productions' fan page. Not forgetting the hardcore/metal gig as well. Motherlovers, be updated.

10 Random facts about Andrew

2010-02-03T19:18:00.001-08:00

Bored & before I start revising for tests next week......

1)It has been my dream to be a biker since I was 13 years old

2)I got my first kiss on the cheek (by a non-family related member) when I was in Primary 1 (7 years old), by a girl called Elizabeth (psst if you're seeing this, contact me ya?)

3)I GAVE my first kiss (non-family related again) to a girl called ...... S.S.Y, when I was Primary 5 or 6 (11-12 years old) I think.

4)I took Mandarin tuition when I was in Primary school. HAHAHA. Think that was around Primary 5-6 also? But obviously going to tuition didn't help much. Or did it?

5)I don't love prata/canai, neither do I love teh tarik. I just love the chilling out time with my friends.

6)I never like watching movies, especially in cinemas. However I do watch only when there's free movie passes. Other than that, it's all not worth my $ & time. BUT! If my partner's a girl then it's an exception.

7)In my entire life, I took cabs less than 10 times.

8)My blood......is a mixture of:
i)British
ii)Portugese
iii)Malay
iv)Chinese
So stop asking me already. & I'm Eurasian. A.K.A Pan-Asian. & I'm not showing off. It's my surname that I'm proud of & don't mind showing off.

9)Events is my passion. I'd do anything for exposure to events.

10)I'm not horny.

& yesssaaaaaa. No more inconsistent nagging bullshit from BBDC instructors. Now it's just TP test in my way of my dream. HERE I COME!!!!

海派甜心 OH C'MON~

2010-01-31T09:07:00.000-08:00

SHI! IM GONNA KILL YOU!!!!

Oh well. Back to life.

Mixed.

2010-01-31T02:43:00.000-08:00

Why is always that.... people mistook you for who you really are? Your reasons for your actions? Is it just because that you never speak up?

For once, reflect on yourself. What the world really wants & what it really is.

I've been mistaken. I've been rejected. I've been neglected. So why bother explaining myself just to......redeem what I deserve? Understanding..? Freedom? Tch......if it is, then this blog isn't about liberating nya....

My soul, my brain, myself, is one in a million. That's it......

"An honest man never wins. He who lies, defaces the truth. Only then, will man prevail."

Simulator is th' Love.

2010-01-28T04:09:00.000-08:00

Had fun with the motorcycle simulator today. Who says the defensive riding theory lessons are boring & a waste of time? It's good & I love it! & the simulator damn fun can? I was first up to try it. & was recorded a reaction time of 0.2 seconds. PRO!! But eventually I crashed into the next lorry LOL. I couldn't help laughing my ass off when others were riding it. Seriously C.M.I

*picture is not mine.

But when it's back to reality, it's no laughing matter. Sad to say, 90% of the riders you see on the roads have had accidents before. It's just a matter of how serious it is. The other 10%? You may ask. Well, they've NOT YET gotten into one. No cursing here, but it's a fact y'all.

Evaluation to go & T.P on 8th March. Whilst parents won't be in Singapore for half the February.. House chores, studying for exams/tests & going for practicals to warm up for TP are all I have to do til' then.

& yeah. I'm free from 13th Feb-16th Feb. Whilst you hungry-money people go bai nian, I'ma chill.

Til' then....TIL' THEN......then only I'll plan.

Andrew hasn't been himself lately

2010-01-27T08:05:00.000-08:00

As it suggests. First, I took a cab. Then today......I caught two movies. Fuck? Movie mania huh? Fuck you Andrew. What're you thinking.

I watched movies (I do actually, but never in theatres/cinema)
I cabbed (unless it's claim-able)
I drink ('nuff with the baileys, I think I'm allergic to alcohol =D )
I am not gyming (what the roundy' fuck is going on?)
I am losing touch of studies (that's soo not at the right time)

......& yet. I am supposed to be doing the opposite of the mentioned above. But nooooOooooOOOooo~ I'm soo doing what I stated above. Really, I don't think physically I'm myself lately. Mentally yes but physically....I don't think so. Someone, save me......no. Don't. It's just part of year 2010. Take it in, live with it.

Complaining or fed up with your current project mateys? Check what Bong has to say about the well known phrase used by most lecturers,

"......in the outside world you're gonna have to live & work with whoever you're being colleagues with. & now it's just the start, so put differences aside, & work together with your group mates."

"......well yeah. But before I get hired, the company would've fired those sons' a bitches."

Period. Laughed it off man. Well said.

I . Love . Bak. Gua.

2010-01-25T05:44:00.000-08:00

Andrew Timothy Attenborough took a taxi today. Had a chat with the uncle. in fact, I'd chat with all taxi uncles I come across. (I think that's cos in total there are like....3 taxis I ever took alone in my life?) But hey, everyone gotta be friendly. Fuck, I think I'm like one of the friendliest human around.

Ah stop. Let me rant on about life. ........... .............. ............................ ......................................................... ......................................... ........................................................ .. ............... .....................

In short, don't think 'cos you're rich, you own people in a way. Don't think 'cos you're famous, you own people in a way. I don't know about you guys, but I always, ALWAYS think about life, not mine, but others'. Put myself in the shoes of others. Live their life. Man....so much.

Afterall, I DO think alot.

Part timers for Gategrasher NYE. I apologise once again for any inconvenience caused. I have latest info, good & bad news. Do contact me for details. I am so sorry for the delay.

I guess everyone here agrees with me that 2010 is a pretty fucked up year huh. Man, I couldn't agree more.......but once I get over & done with BBDC & TP, license got, I'm the happiest man alive (maybe for that split second). Can't wait for September to come too. CHALET/BBQ/PARTY!! That's fucking right folks.

I'ma host a "OUT WITH THE TEEN, IN WITH THE TWEN" party/event with my pals. Somewhere around mid September. WOOTS! Looking forward to events during this year!

On a side note. I noticed a spare tire & my pacs are going......going..................going to be gone. Fuck. Gotta gym once bike is owned. NOTE TO SELF THAT!

Oh, should post this up. Or I think I did before =.= Baskin Robbins!

But definitely not this.

See Emu's face. Must be service like fuck LOL. Btw, A&W's standard plunged wayyyy deep. Disappointed.

Shut the fucking ear holes.

2010-01-24T01:31:00.000-08:00

That's it. No more piercings in my life. Final earholes are: 2 left, 1 right. Leave it as it is. My target of 3 left 2 right has been achieved & no longer desired. Partly 'cos of the never ending bleed. Fucking bleeeeeeedddd!!!! (quote from Soulfly - Bleed)

Tattoos are not a 'need' now. & they cost a bomb for me. It's a 'want' & therefore pushed forward til' further notice. Loveeee the wolf tribal/smoke design.

& I'm keeping a space for Angel. She holds a special place in my life. A part of me. Just accept the fact that it's a sooner or later thing......

Besides, I wanna go police to serve NS =D don't ask me why. So body must guai kia.

However....Bike's a need/want. Ever wondered why I keep harping on bike bike bike all day long? Simple......it's been my dream/goal/target to own a bike. It's just in the blood of Attenboroughs I guess. & I could've taken my license back when I was 18....but certain issues caught me tied up & not able to commit. AHH FUCK YOU LONG-WAITING-TIME-FOR-TRAFFIC-POLICE-TEST.

& I gotta post this up. WARNING! Following pictures are pretty disgusting/EEEK! for some of you.

Cycled to Qian Hu Fish Farm just now with sis & bf, for the awesome "BIGGER FISH, BIGGER SENSATION" Fish spa. Instead of taking pictures, we came across some......fucked up shit on the way back & took ITS pictures.

Now, I seriously do not know what is this. My thought is that it's some sort of grub....but grubs dont have those sticking thick 'hair' out....right? Moreover, these things are huge. As long as my middle finger, THICK AS TWO FINGERS. The fuck, can anyone please tell me what's this =.=

They were literally all over that area. Grass, floor, ON THE FUCKING TREE STUMP/BRANCH/LEAVES. We were soo....*ugh* & afraid to cycle past under the tree LOL

Being guys, my sis bf & I threw huge stones at one on the floor, & er.. let's just say......

JUICE!!!!!

PDL & a bike in March. Hopefully.

2010-01-19T07:09:00.000-08:00

TP didn't check my eye. Boo-hoo. I already have my PDL (provisional driving license) for class 2B. TP test date on 8th March. Which is. Like. 1.5 months from today. So fuck it. I'm gonna thrash it out on weekends with my Kawasaki KLX 100 whilst going for road lessons & defensive theory lessons. I don't mean to whine like a wuss or scream like a bitch....but I gotta admit that....

IM EXICTED TO HAVE MY OWN BIKE!!!! Til' then, I advice anyone who wants to tompang (either fetch to somewhere or follow me go in JB top up petrol & have dinner) leave your name, as I've already a list of names. HAHA.

Sigh. Everyone agrees a bike's a bike. Right? Wrong, to me at least. Dad's planning on getting a Varadero 125 (a tourer bike) instead of a scrambler. Hopes dashed---- Well, I guess I shouldn't complain so much. Afterall, he's paying for it. But crapz, I'm paying him instalments, so it's like MY bike!! =( Reallllyyyy disappointed in not getting a scrambler. But well, hope he changes his mind......which is a tough thing. I understand him, not allowing me to have a superbike/sportsbike is because I'll hantum every corner I come across. I think he changed his mind about getting a scrambler is because I'll swerve in & out of traffic too. I guess it's all safety. At least, a tourer bike can just go long distances. Much more powerful. Not fast, but acceleration shiok. Fuel tank bigger. Oh well. Sighs. Tahan je! PASS FIRST!

&&. IMG....you really pissed alot of people off. Not gonna go into details. But seriously......I advice you guys to go through Project Management modules & go practice EMPLOYMENT ACT okay. Apologies to the part timers who helped out.

& what's this about school work. What's this about group work. What's this about FYP. Honestly......& I'll say it again people. Just bear with all the factors that might affect your project/tutorials & do YOUR part, not listening to any other advices or plans, & just make your OWN decision. Actually I'm just saying this for myself. Just a reminder. To myself. Solely, to myself. Yes. *scurries off

PS: Okay wait. First of all, "ps" in every letter/blogpost or wherever you can find it simply means POST SCRIPT. Google it if you didn't know.

PPS: POST POST SCRIPT =.= Has anyone seen my KAWASAKI KLX 100 yet? It's at my doorstep.

Relax. This bike isn't registered. It's a small bike whereby it's just like a bicycle with engine. It's only meant for off-road. Dad's MPV no space currently, so I had to leave it here for the meantime.

Since a long time now. & I'm back.

2010-01-18T06:05:00.000-08:00

Able to apply for PDL. REALLY a huge load off shoulders & schedule. Only thing is, colour deficiency......Hope it's not those stupid hidden words. Pray hard. If not....I'm just gonna be a hardcore motocross fucker. Been reaaalllyyyy busy past few WEEKdays. Work, School work, Bike. Weekends are just fantastic. Late-Night-Lepak & just plain simple shopping for me, with Shi. Finally got time to upload some pictures. Goodness. Let's spice up this blog alittle. Pics~

Niceeeee backkkk viewwww laaa......

Yes, I intend to betray Singapore Polytechnic.

What happens if you can ride to a prata shop to lepak, AS A PILLION (left) OR AS A RIDER (RIGHT)

& the most recent photo................................Barry's huge ass pig. ITS TAKING MY PLACE IN SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC.

Pillion Virginity lost.

2010-01-13T00:57:00.001-08:00

As mentioned. Sabirin has the honors of being the first pillion in my riding life.

Pillion riding is SO much different than solo-riding. I think I'm gonna get a single seater bike or cover the back seat. Sorry folks, I don't wanna put both our lives in danger. I wobbled like a snake the first few rounds. Fucked up shit. SORRY BIRIN! BLEH TAHAN LA, SIKIT TK JADI SAJE HOR?

HA kiddin'.

Okay, Angel's fine!! Back to her usual self....just need to take heart medicine for life..hmm. Love you girl!!

Angel without wings

2010-01-09T00:13:00.000-08:00

Brought Angel to the vet. Had a gum infection or somewhat. Heart problems. Liver problems. I guess it's only normal for her to have it now, since she's 15years old this year. If her gum doesn't cure by next week, surgery needs to be done. Which will put her at risk since her heart isn't that strong.

Cried. Moodless. Wussy, one might call me. Can't help it. She's been through too much with me. Since I was just 5 years old. Seen too much. She's part of family. She's an Attenborough. No longer a "man's best friend" but my "loved one"

Angel, I love you. You'll always be in my heart. Stay with me girl. Don't go yet. Please.

Leave me alone, please. I'll not affect the people around me. But just. Leave me be.

SHAG....but SHIOK....

2010-01-06T03:42:00.000-08:00

Deja Vu all over again. Completed stage 3 in a day. I could've gone for 4.01, but buey tahan.
LOL @ the instructor....HE TOOK ME FOR BOTH LESSONS, 12.20pm-2pm , 2.10pm-4pm.

Just because coincidently it was him again & I was the only 3.02 bugger............................E-brake never got too difficult. Slalom & plank wasn't that hard either. In fact, I had so much fun with slalom that I went ghey kiang & hit the cones when I tried to do the 'power' method like all instructors did. Didn't stop to put back the cones, in the end when briefing, other instructors were like scolding me =( 'cos I never put back what I hit......boo-hoo.

L4D2's fun, challenging. Especially when I never played it before, going on Expert, no crosshair, no music, just bros & I surviving the zombie apocalypse like in reality.
LOL @ "woo I'm on the roller coaster~ FUCK WHAT THE FUCK???!?!!?!?!?!" *Charger hit Rochelle down off the tracks.*

Okay, seems like acoustic gig isn't progressing at all. We've bands....we ain't got the venue confirmed yet. Such a bummer. Guess it's really gonna have to be in February...................

-I pray. I pray hard that I'll pass the coming stages. I want to ride. I want to play dirt. I want to fetch my friends. I want to spend lesser money. Here....I come.

To those who're riding......Please, ride safe.

2010-01-02T23:13:00.000-08:00

In memory of a 21 year old biker. Owner of a Super 4.

I hate to see these. I hate to know that bikers are actually still not alert. Reckless. Bikers who don't listen to advices. People, please. Ride safe. It's YOU that makes the decision whenever you're riding. I pray. I pray hard. For my friends who're riding. I tear, I worry, I love.

"My friend, the fates are cruel

There are no dreams, no honor remains

The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance

Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey

In my own salvationAnd your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak

Of sacrifice at world’s end

The wind sails over the water’s surface

Quietly, but surely."

L4D2 is up & running. I'm henceforth busy from today onwards.

A good start to 2010

2010-01-01T00:22:00.000-08:00

First off. I'd like to thank my helpers for Gatecrasher. You guys been through shit. & no one's really to blame. It's what to expect from these events. Maybe yes, there's a screw up in looking after the manpower. But still. I hope I made it easier in anyways for you guys. It was really a hell of a night. In fact, both nights. You guys put on a smile, did the job in a fun way. I thank you once again. From the bottom of my heart.

As for myself. Let's just say I've never worked my ass off since awhile. Or rather, in my life. Not eating or drinking for 15 hours straight. Managing my helpers. Smoking.... I think half a pack? Sorry ah Jess that I keep taking from you, Barrage is too isolated, no 7-Elevens =( Legs worn out from running around. Shoulders teared from the setting up of barricades. I wouldn't say it's a workout/replacement for gym. It's much worse. But the only thing that made me the most worried/fucked up......is seeing all the manpower work. You guys put up really ALOT. From Jeff & Pam's side, & my side. It's really no joke. Not to mention.... the countdown. 5,4,3,2,1......Get back to work lol. I don't even remember counting down or having recalled the countdown. Eh? =.= & I realised my phone is FUCKED UP. Which actually FUCKED UP my night.

After going through all these......A normal person might think it's a fucked up start to new year. To me, it isn't. It taught me a few other life lessons......yeah & here goes Andrew & his philosphical life views HA. But yeah. It just made me stronger. Physically......but more of Mentally. It simply means. I'm more revvvvved up than usual. Bring all the fucked up problems I'm about to face, IN MY FACE. As the people often say...........

BRING IT ON.

Hee.

Gigs. Bike. Gym. FinalYearProject. Studies. Events. My own band =O

Stage Cleared. Andrew Victorious

2009-12-29T03:45:00.000-08:00

Well not yet. I PASSED 2.02 IN ONE GO. FUCK YEAHHHHHH. It's like the most difficult stage amongst all practicals. But who gives? I'm done with it, not looking back anymore. Tee-HEE!

Re-arranged the furniture in my room. Having new wardrobe. Having new desktop. Having new bike. Having new table.

R.I.P The Reverend, drummer for Avenged Sevenfold. A minute of silence please.

Okay. anyways, I decided to delete the previous post, because I realised I've been touching alot on races (even though I did not shoot any). Safer this way.

Off to monopoly.

PS: Thanks to Ahbean for fixing back blog.

Too much to update

2009-12-26T20:01:00.001-08:00

Back to gym. Back to gigs. Back to school.
Continue bike lessons (at stage 2 now).

I've been through alot, life experience. Wouldn't say more than any of you. But I'd bet 80% of you. It's nothing to be proud about. However......I'm lucky that I've gone thru so much & seen so much shit. People especially. Hate yewww all hmph.

Back from KL on 23rd. Had fucking awesome food EVERYDAY, you all should be jealous. & If there's time, I'm gonna post pics of the 'villa' I was staying at soon. Emmanuel loved it so LOL. So did I. I love KL. I love Attenboroughs. How I wish that all my cousins & aunties were living in the same country as me. Especially my grandmother. Sigh. I guess God had other plans when he decided I should live in Singapore alone. Face the world. Poof!

&& x'mas ......It's a first I didn't receive any presents from anyone. *update* Si Shi & Barry got me. Or maybe there'll be belated presents? =) I wouldn't ask for presents though. All I ask for x'mas...........*pray*

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I bought an original FINAL FANTASY CRISIS CORE SOUNDTRACK for 38ringgit. Didn't regret it even though I used the last of my cash during the SECOND LAST DAY of KL trip. I just love non-vocal music.

Oh well. Back to facing the fucked up world. Fucked up people. Fucked up school work. Fucked up time (let's hope not in 2010). Fucked up decisions which we ALL cannot avoid.

BUT! Look out for more gigs. More events from 3AP. More time with bros. Less time in school =D BIKE LICENSE & MY MOTHERFUCKING BIKE! 2010....here I cum*

=.=

1.01 & 1.02 Passed in 4 hours. Shitload of scoldings to go along.

2009-12-14T07:01:00.001-08:00

HA. If only I could chiong the lessons & pass everything by Jan 2010. I guess not. I hurt my big toe at the end of the second lesson, after putting on main stand. WTF-ish nabei kanina.

Nonetheless, I had no problems whatsoever (yet) with the past two practicals. Shag though. & I got scoldings from my father, instructors, Emmanuel. What for? 'cos me likes tuuh PENG (which means whack corner) I literally scratched the crashed bar just alittle twice when I was going round the oval shape. HAHAHA FUN LA CORNERRRRRR!!!! WHAACCKKK ONLY!!!!* with caution*

I got a feeling I'm gonna struggle through the next practical. Fuck moving off & coming to a halt. If only I could just keep moving.....................................................

God be with us all

2009-12-10T06:48:00.001-08:00

It sucks to know that riding can be a very dangerous thing to do. Especially if you're in racing, motocross etc. ANYTHING can happen. I've lost a friend, I've seen fatal accidents....all related to riding. Please my friends who are riding, or even driving....take precautions & don't fuck around.

God, I pray for Lawrence, a motard rider who just got into an accident this afternoon.

Amen.

When "Family" questions

2009-12-06T05:25:00.001-08:00

I miss my grandmother. I miss my cousins. I miss home. & home ain't Singapore. Malaysia. I don't deny that Singapore is a much better place to live in. But it's not when your relatives are all in Malaysia. Both mother & father's side. & when people in Singapore just irritates you til' you wanna get out of here to just......live life.

Why do negative issues keep happening at the wrong time? Seriously, am I fated to expect such things each time tests/exams are around the corner? It happened for a fourth time straight already. Damn I really should be emo. slit slit. cut cut. Oh well. At least my speakers are accompanying me. & YOU, the dark emo kid =P

& yea, it's official. My taste for music genres are universal. From Rock to Jazz, Metal to Techno, R&B to Jrock. Everything. Well, except certain punk....eesh. Thanks to my speakers & DJ mixer program =)

Again, I can't bring myself to studying. I guessed I've reach my limit for studying already.
Fuck, guilt kicks in eventually.................................................

*Edit: It feels good to have positive feedbacks about your event that went well. Even with screw ups. Etc. I guess I learnt alot just from NovEnd. Relax people, the next gig's in January-February....Stay tuned for more worthwhile gigs. I promise a much, better, worth your stay gig. Love you guys.

Blogging with a 43'' T.V

2009-12-04T22:09:00.001-08:00

Ahh. I'm blogging with a 43'' Television set @ si shi's room. This is awesome LOLOL. I'm having fun. It definitely won't spoil your eye sight man. It's like I'm watching TV & someone's typing. TEE HEE.

& si shi doesn't have any of my pictures in her room. Fucking sad can. Sigh.... Class photos not counted HORR. Okay back to studying. Maybe it's me, but I feel there's not much stress for this term's test. Don't get too cocky now.........in fact, it's always been this way for me =.= Can I just study more to lessen the guilt? =(

ok just some random pics in sishi's hard disk.

NovEnd

2009-11-28T10:07:00.001-08:00

It's over. Speechless. Sorry but I don't really have the time to take any vids or pics. This is one of the three from my phone. Cover on "THIS CALLING by Through Sympathy"

I've finally met my nieces & nephews after 6months too. These days....have been a nice period. I'm loving life. I just do.

Time for tests. Study time~

RTT Passed. & Seowlangs MIGHT be back.

2009-11-26T11:04:00.001-08:00

Completed RTT in 7mins. Not that I wanna show off but it's because of booking 4 sessions of practice that got me this confidence to do it. Kiasu's the word. Advice to those who're taking theory lessons, GO FOR PRACTICE.

Celebrated with a classical guitar, acoustic guitar & a recorder. Not forgetting prata & teh tarik. Seowlangs might just come back..... ^.^

Okay in relation to my previous post. I apologise for any stir up of emotions. Fact is, it eventually had to come out. What I still wanna emphasize is that I DON'T INTEND TO POINT FINGERS AT ANYONE. If I really had to point fingers....I'd point at everyone. If I'm talking about guys ditching that part, I'm talking about those who are in the situation (almost every guy who got into a relationship of course =.=). If I'm talking about sec sch friends vs poly mates.......I think I'd be pointing at everyone now, aye? If I'm talking about depths of friendship, it'll also be to those who find themselves in the situation, right? Reason to post this is to let my emotions & thoughts out. Because I want everyone to wake up & stop living in a world of lies. Face truth & accept it. I admit I'm a straightforward jerk who doesn't put others' feelings when I talked about those, but hey. I'd be hurtin' the world if I'd be hurting you. I'm confident that whatever I've said....YOU will agree. I mean of course, missing some parts, but whatever I've said, whatever I've posted, you have to agree. Because it's facts. Facts that we don't normally say out but keep to oursevles because it's pointless to say it out. I'm sorry that I had to let it out & make you go "aiya....don't have to say right?" lol okok. Serious. Apologies. Let me end this with a quote.

"The world ain't all about sunshine & rainbows, it's a very mean & nasty place......you being a nobody is gonna hit as hard as life, but it ain't about how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit & keep moving forward, how much you can TAKE & KEEP MOVING FORWARD...."

So get hit by fuckers all around you & stand your ground. I ain't perfect too. I've bad points even my buddies tell me, no need for people to tell me. I can't change, nobody can. Solution? Just take whatever crap you get & move on. I got a feeling whatever I just said had no link. To hell with it.

you happy now? I've not talked to you for so long & I've lost my mind.

when you said 'not now' to me, I changed. To this.

& now the world's gonna hate me. Toodles.

I'll "stop wanting what I want & hope I'll get it"

Assumptions+Anti-socialism+Alone= Andrew? A fucking long post. MUST READ.

2009-11-26T00:33:00.001-08:00

ok one reason I didn't wanted a tagboard was because of advertisements. LOW COST ADVERTISING =( but oh well. Heck it. This proves that even blogshops read my blog =D

I've got alot to say & I'm going to let it out here, clear & concise.

NOTE: These are topics. It is not meant to shoot anyone. These are just topics I think is a need to post so that everyone is well aware of their surroundings.

1)Guys 'ditching'/'forgetting' their friends for their girlfriends/the girl they like
I won't deny I was one of them but I just gotta get it out of my chest. It hurts to see my guy friends just go like that. When I mean 'go', it simply means losing touch & following the girl's every word, technically henpecked. I understand that the guy at times have no choice because they love her....but! There's a limit for giving in. Maybe it's my fault to treat my guy friends as 'brothers' & now whine like a pussy because I've lost them. Simply put, I've lost r.e.s.p.e.c.t for them. However, once they realised they made a mistake (which they will in future), I'll forgive & NOT forget. Reason is, I've told everyone about this & I'm pretty sure they know this. Don't "wei ji mong kok" or something like that. It means don't "for the sake of a girl, you ditch your buddies." Well, like I once mentioned, guys don't think with their brains when it comes to relationships, do they? Sigh. I guess we all gotta go thru it before we really learn a lesson....

2)Secondary school friends VS Polytechnic friends
This is a very sensitive topic. Let me just say this first, since this is a blog, I'm free to blog whatever I want (provided it's not against LKY or the govt. LOL) Okay. As a non-biased-listener-to-two-sides-of-story person, I shall state it out.

Secondary School friends are obviously the ones that we all prefer, as in, MUCH PREFERRED OVER POLY-MATES
Honestly, I support this view. I've got my one-sided reasons. Simple. We click. We joke the same shit, we understand who we are & accept it. Simply put, birds of a feather flock together. THIS VIEW I ASSUME.....EVERYONE supports this. Why? Easy.
We go through puberty around ages 12-16 (in general). Secondary school days are during this period. Thus, somehow our body reacts to the surroundings & from there, affects who we are RIGHT NOW. I won't go into scientific details but you get the point. Also, we've spent 4-5 years together in the same class & always go thru shit together. That's why we're close. That's that. I support this strongly because to be honest, I don't like the social life in polytechnic. It's a scary place where people backstab you, lie to you, betray trust etc. Everyone agrees on this. ALL the fucked up things can happen. WOOPS! I've just let everyone's dirty secret out eh? Fuck it, it's not even a secret. We're all socialising in poly with this thought in mind. We all know this in our heart & it's just not necessary to tell it to our poly mates eh? Heh. Not even through the first semester in Year two & I already got myself fucked when I tried to open up to poly life. However it taught me a very valuable lesson about things related to this, so I didn't really regret. Oh dear classmates, please don't be mad at me for posting this so straightforward =/ I ain't being anti-social but I'm just trying to stay out of the comfort zone before I get into ANY trouble. You stay out of my way I stay out of yours..call me a kiasi but I ain't got time for any bullshit class/poly politics. All I want....all WE want is to get good grades & get out of poly. Let's just do it together =)

Both Polytechnic friends & School friends are the same....they're both cool =)
This view is for those who are outgoing, doesn't matter about friends, just want to get through their poly life the safest way (by not agitating their classmates etc.) Those who support this view are those who are usually the more talkative/friendly ones AND/OR are those sneaky fucks who just fake friendly all the way to just get their GPA 4.0 . Basically, if you support this & are getting it, congrats. You've mastered how to control/mix around your poly mates/classmates & actually in the midst of achieving your secret wants & goals. Spot on? If you're shaking your head right now in strong objection to what I'm saying, you're just wanting to put me down because you don't like me. To me, this view at times can be supported. Because actually, poly mates help each other out & try to be there for one another =) but oh well.

Polyechnic friends are more preferred over Secondary School friends
Well then my friend, I've nothing to say. Obviously you've had some REALLY BAD experience in sec. sch that you don't wanna talk about it. This view is supported by a minority. I've haven't really heard about this view from anyone yet....do share with me if you don't mind.

In a nutshell
Secondary school friends are friends we tell our secret & let out our frustrations to. Polytechnic friends are friends we mix with everyday (because we don't have a choice) at our convenience. Either, to me, if nothing happens, is cool.

3)More in-depth about "friends" or "bro"
Friends/bro/sis in need, is a friend/bro/sis indeed. We help each other out regardless. If you're talking terms of getting something in return, then you're not worthy of someone's friend. You're just doing things for people because you want something in return. Like helping out in an event & expecting a pay. I mean of course, everyone wants that LOL. But let's put it in a friend-friend situation...................................................................................get it? Okay. Let's talk about lying. I believe we all lie for a reason. We don't lie & get nothing out of it. We should not blame each other for lying because, if we didn't lie, would r/ships in general get closer? No right? We all tell what we don't like about each other & sometimes lie just to keep something from someone. It usually is for the better of everyone. No? Now talk about trust. A very sensitive topic once again. We've all had our trust betrayed in our pathetic, miserable life. Some take it & responds lightly to it because you think it's all about life & it has to be this way, just be careful of who to trust, & some respond hard, not wanting to trust anyone. I'm the latter. Well, not really ANYONE but I'm cautious of whom I trust. & I don't really want to trust anyone anymore =( you all lar. So bad LOL.

4)I'll stop whining like a bitch & end with this
-Don't judge a book by its cover.
-Don't assume things about a person when you don't know the truth. Find out, I don't care how, just get your facts right.
-Don't go around telling people things of what this person did & what you did/did not do & you're always in the right, or most of the time in the right. If you are, prove it. As in hard evidence. Your fucking mouth ain't good enough for evidence. Face it, even the high courts want a full, hard evidence to actually make the decision. People tend to listen to one side of the story & assume things before actually finding out the other side of it. Don't make them victims of 'bitching'. 'cos they'll go around bitching about this person. & stories tend to be twisted. Play the game where 10 of you form a straight line, first person says something, passes on to the next person all the way til the tenth person. The story will bound to be different from the first person.
-Don't label a person 'emo' or 'loner' when that person sits in a corner, does his own work, not bothering about anything around him which doesn't affect him. Neither is he an anti-social. Then what? Solo-kia, if you ask me. Sounds familiar......doesn't it? I think it's me LOL. But hey, like I said, all I want is to get the best grades I can & stay out of trouble. ANY......trouble.

Ended.
I've ended this long post & I expect emotions to fly around, words shooting at what I say & hatreds grow upon me. It's not that I don't bother....but I've already stated not only my view but views in general....I may miss out other views but I don't expect anymore. I'm too tired to think about these. I'm keeping myself busy not because I wanna escape from people....but because if not, I'd eat more prata at night & become fat. I love doing what I do & for no other reasons. Maybe to keep me away from late night suppers......

Dear head, will you please stop throbbing? IT'S FUCKING KILLING ME

2009-11-24T05:39:00.001-08:00

Photoshoot pictures are up on facebook. Go take a look.

Head pain came back after attempting to blow out mucus. FUCK. It really hurts....EVERY SINGLE SECOND DOHH. WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO GET IT JUST BEFORE TESTS/EXAMS?! I CAN'T FUCKING CONCENTRATE ON WHATEVER I'M DOING!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

However, those of you who noticed me going around as if nothing happened, probably be guessing "that serious meh..you macam feeling well what" Well guess what. I'm not. I'm 100% not well. Throat cured, NOSE STILL FUCKING RUNNY & THROBBING HEAD PAINSSSSSSS. Each time I get up from bed, it hurts. Each time I get up from chair, it hurts. Each time I climb the stairs, it hurts. I try to do tutorials or even study....it hurts. I think of you ,it hurts. Tee-hee. Matters worse, parents biked to Betong,Thailand. Back on Sunday. NovEnd's on this saturday. Riding test thursday. ARGHHHH FUCK YOU PRESSURE BUILDER THROBBING PAIN.

& I can't gym in 2009 already. No time to. So here's my 2010 resolutions (I know is early....but who gives?)

1)Obtain bike license by third academic year, & complete to-do-list when I get my bike
2)Gym/workout every 3 times a week without fail
3)Do as much as events as possible & hopefully two gigs in 2010
4)Stay healthy & don't get sick, at least, AT THE FUCKING WRONG TIMES.

Piss Out.

Infected, Fucked up

2009-11-20T19:05:00.001-08:00

Throat infection, running/blocked nose. Didn't sleep well 'cos of the fucking nose block. Then it leads to having to breathe from my mouth, dries up my throat & the infection doesn't get any better. Not to mention, there's a lump at the side of my neck. A small one but still....damn. No worries......I'm feeling alright, it's as if I am not sick (that's the weird part)

All alone with nothing to do on a saturday. Riding Theory Test (RTT) on Thursday. NovEnd's a week away. Revision for tests start after NovEnd. Tests. Tests over, chiong practical lessons. KL trip for x'mas. Back to SG. Gathecrasher* New Year Countdown. 2010 comes........

Okay this is random. Was playing Jigsaw Too on MSN last night & coincidently, we couldn't find the missing piece which happens to be, my heart =( LOL.

I guess the missing piece of me can't be found eh?

L.O.L I gotta post this.

2009-11-19T04:51:00.001-08:00

Okay, guys......& I mean GUYS.

If you're alil' more on the naughty side.... even just alil' , listen up. Don't be getting into any r/ships right now. The time is where you enjoy your life, do what you fuckin' wanna do & I don't mean flirting around. I mean doing stuff you like.. e.g. for me, getting myself involved in events.
You'll only get yourself fucked by girls who are "playa" man. They play you, they meddle with your mind, & trust me, I've been there & done that MANY TIMES before. I've to admit, I don't fall into temptation easily EVER in my life....but when it comes to girls, let's just say we don't think with our brains now, do we?

Don't get me wrong, girls. We guys are "playa" too. Reason is because ....it's all part of life. Hmm, but somehow, guys are on the losing side when it comes to this. SURPRISING ISN'T IT? Well yea, I'm one who doesn't take sides......I listen & study both sides of the story before coming to a conclusion. I NEVER lie AND/OR take sides when it comes to this. & I repeat, when it comes to such situations, guys are usually on the losing end. 'cos generally, all we want...... is to be with the one we love, the one who can understand us, the one where we can touch anytime we want (let's not get cheeky now), the one who we can just....be with. I don't know how to explain this feeling in words......BUT! Main thing....Girls, stop making use of guys & Guys, stop finding girls to play with. It all starts with the guys actually. & the girls play them. Then guys kena, girls act as if nothing happened, reels in the next guy. OR, just continue to play with the 'blind' guy.

-LOL @ "Engaged to XXXXX" Within 3 days of departure. My my, Gi Lim.

I don't wish to continue my view on this, lest some raging girls or guys come after me with a PAN FROM LEFT 4 DEAD 2 =D

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Afterall, WISE MAN LIEW once told me, "....all men wanna do is to get rich & fuck alotta' women." HA.

I lost you

2009-11-15T08:47:00.001-08:00

I hate P _ O _ _ E

Guess it. Pretty simple.

All things are smoooooooth.......Hope to finish Riding Theory Test(RTT) by end of THIS WEEK MOTHERFUCKAAAA!!!! If not.... no time.

Eh....why no one buy NovEnd tickets from ME?! =( all buy from others nv buy from me. What sia.

Ok, fuck care others & care about yourself, people. Live your own life. Live & let die? No, Live & Go die. "EAT SHIT GO DIE" & IF YOU'RE LUCKY, RESSURECT AGAIN, as quoted from Eugene Wong.

I didn't bother to explain. 'cos it seemed to me like all is lost.

I don't know if those words were meant for me..I hope it was.

-Wait for you by Atreyu-

Oh c'mon, it's a blog. I do put such stuffs to express myself. TEE-HEE

Motivate yourself, Get inspired. MOVE ON.

2009-11-13T02:25:00.001-08:00

Okay, I don't usually watch videos or post any videos. But here's one for ALL. Because I believe that everyone can motivate themselves to do something they want. & also a fact to realise that "the world ain't all sunshine & rainbows" .

Busy Beetle.

2009-11-11T04:33:00.001-08:00

alrights. Everything slowed down. Although it's still going on...... too many things to blog about. As in, literally too many things.

HOWEVER....Please spread the word for NovEnd! It's ALL going well....Studies are coping well & back on track....working every weekend to get some extra bucks....bike theory practices are being done before I go for evaluation & test (practical leave it for December)....NovEnd's response is better than I expected....somehow the other.......there's still that something I'm missing. Well......all that's on my mind now is my gig & bike & studies & health & money.

Attan's beeeezeeeeeerrroooo!

"as long as you stop wanting something, you get it"

ok, I did. But I don't have it. I'll try again l.o.l

okay, shut up.

2009-11-08T07:29:00.001-08:00

Fuck, I fell.

1)Everyone wishes that everyone would just shut up & not tell them what to do. I know everyone wants things to go smoothly, but just shut & let me do the work. I take advices, not your fucking orders. & I came about thinking.... "why are people so fussy-fucked? Why do people complain-SO MUCH?"

2)Emo-fied really, I left Bar's belonging in the toilet & it went missing. It's lost. It costs alot.
Everything's okay, but I still feel fucked up. It's a first I lost something, & it isn't even mine. I'm sorry bro. I'm sorry.

3)& I just realised, I'm alil' tied up for work. Well, I guess it's my own fault once again, for not being able to perfect my time management. Yet again, I blame myself for being so "step-forward" & thinking i could gain alot in the end. Maybe just alil', but it's very .... intangible? Whatever.

4)Oh well. Facebook event for NovEnd is up. Visit http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=169812649180&index=1 for more info.

Photoshoot teaser! Ha. This is from my phone....but just a teaser eh?

Okay. It's time. To stand up once again. Grit my teeth, get on with it. Fuck outta my way ho-say~

Face it.

2009-11-05T05:32:00.001-08:00

Okay. Events are all starting to pile up. LOVE IT! Barclays Family Day 2009 this Saturday let's goooo. Won't be back til' Saturday night! Then Sunday is photoshoot day! Emo's the theme man....or Vintage. not sure. Pics uploaded next week!

&& NovEnd's started! Well, the planning process ended....now it's just the marketing. SPREAD THE WORD PEOPLE!!

Barclays Family Day 2009 Part Timers NEEDED! NOVEND 2009 HELP NEEDED!

2009-11-03T04:51:00.002-08:00

As stated, I still have 7 slots for Barclays this saturday, 7th November.
Details:

Pasir Ris Park
2pm-7pm
-Report to Pasir Ris Park @ 10am, for briefing
-It's at carpark C, 5mins walk from White sands
-Wear Jeans/Pants, SHOES please. Shirt will be provided.
-Ends by 9pm. Help with tear down, if everything ends earlier, can go earlier.
-MEALS WILL BE PROVIDED.
-Pays $60

Also, help is needed for my gig on 28th November, Saturday. Preferable GUYS/DUDES. I'll make it transparent. Helpers will be paid if there's profit. OBVIOUSLY. But for now, I'm looking for "volunteers" to help out. You will get 'paid' in a way or another. Job scope? Make this gig go smoothly. Details, contact me.

NYA KUN IS OFFICIALLY BUSY FOR THIS WEEK-

Yet another week, yet another RIDE!!!! FUCK YEAAA

2009-11-01T04:19:00.001-08:00

Friday.
Met Beanice & Pamela @ Harbourfront with Barry. Went to Sentosa after dinner @ Macs' (the stupid monopoly game draws people in man) & proceeded to IMBIAH STATION where the Spooktacular thingy is. But too bad, the queue was long. Very long. So we changed plan & just took photos with the 'ghosts' outside. PICS!!

& I just realised my cheeks are REALLY skin-ful.

Kiss kiss. FUCK.

Saturday.

Met Serene @ Tangs, headed to far east plaza whre we had KOREAN CUISINE. She, being a nice nice ladyy blanja me =D after which, headed to Goodwood Park Hotel, met boss, talked. Discussed.. etc. Then headed to ION with Qi Neh & Serene, checked out ZARA AGAIN =D I bet, I'm gonna get the leather jacket once I legally have my own bike. Then visited events students @ Subaru challenge Ngee Ann City, then headed home.

Sunday
What more can I say? MORE RIDES .

Other pictures are alil low on pix. not nice for posting. MSN DP then clear =D && I didnt fall nor did I stall the engine. Wootsie.

BARCLAYS FAMLY DAY 2009 @ Pasir Ris Park
2pm-7pm, $60
Those interested to work PM me. I DO NOT have alot of slots.
1 guy needed for friday & saturday (set up, stayover,telematch,tear down) pay wise, contact me for details.

3 guys needed for 14th November Dinner & Dance, details next week, interested contact me.

Gatecrasher Countdown
31st December 2009
Details not up, but manpower needed. Contact me for details too =)

NOVEND 2009
28th November, 4pm-9pm
Tickets pre-sale $6, @ door $8
Genre: Metal Core, Death Metal
Contact me if interested in participation or help out! =D

*More info on the latest events will be updated.

Til' then, *vroooom prak prak prak*

DIRRRRRTT BIKEEEEE

2009-10-25T00:24:00.001-07:00

FUCK YEAAAAAAAA ~~~~ The day FINALLY came. When I start to track. One thing though, the other bikers are 13-15years old. BUT! I wasn't demoralised.

Went to Ayer Hitam (about 70km off SG, TUAS) Was shocked when I saw all small boys. God....& here I am complaining about the height of scramblers.

PICS!!

Check this dude out. Imagine how far he went.

& this dude checks blindspot before moving off.

HE GOES OFF!

& dropped. FUCK!

Hahahahahahahahaah okok I fell & yeah, I laughed. It's alllll in the fun yeah?

Anyways, NovEnd has issues on venues. Not to worry, I'm solving it.

&& I met my lil' sister to accompany her find job. Anyone with retail/sales vacancy PM me!

<3>

Busy.

2009-10-21T06:39:00.001-07:00

Okay.

1)School's started.
2)Gig's progressing, but still needs alot to be done.
3)Tmr's gonna be theory lesson for bike & I'm gonna ride in ayer hitam on Sunday.
4)Meeting senior/full time staff from my attachment company next week to discuss work & future gigs, events etc.
5)Started working out with weights & skipping rope & re-training MMA on my own.

All these are gonna squeeeezzeee my schedule & it'll be tight. Therefore, won't be able to blog much. So if you're stalking me, dont wait =)

Poster for NovEnd will be up next week. STAY TUNED! TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT IT!
& yes, this gig is done by me. Organised by me. Dunch question my capability =D

Here are the details (not confirmed, but already booked etc.)

NovEnd

Odiocrib (Waterloo Centre,beside national library & SMU)

28th Nov

3pm-9pm

Death Metal/Metal Core

$6 pre-sale, $8 door

More details will be up very soon. Anything, contact me on msn.

andrew_attan@hotmail.com

NYA!~

ITP IS OVER. Is this the end..? Or just the beginning..?

2009-10-15T06:35:00.001-07:00

Long story cut short. Attachment's over (well not really, tmr got chalet) Here's a summary of what I've been doing.

1)Proposal. theme write-ups & all. presenting to senior full time staff.

2)Posters. Adobe photoshop & all. Here's some I came up with.

*all within approx. 6hours of doing, SHHHH*

I swear, this was impromptu. I was just looking thru my pics & made one up. FOR FUCK.

3)Gig. Alright folks. Let's get real. I'm hosting a gig on 28th November. Genre? Alt. Rock-Hard Rock. Awesome bands performing. Will put up poster with details soon. Liasing with bands/venue, doing poster......man, these DO take up alot of time know?

4)Bike license. Hell yeah. I'm going for lessons starting next week. CHIONGGG AHHHH!!!! KTM/VARADERO HERE I COME!!!!

&& can I just rant something on SMRT buses...... now that my attachment is over........

I understand your situation with minimal number of buses. I can close one eye. However, can you do something to decrease the waiting time for your FUCKING BUS SERVICE NUMBER 855. For the past fucking 6WEEKS I've been waiting for NO LESS THAN 20 FUCKING MINUTES. & I JUST WAITED FOR 40 irritating minutes ON MY LAST DAY OF WORK.

ji toot.

Okay. Hope I can manage time well ......................................................................

LSK Family Day 2009

2009-10-03T07:55:00.001-07:00

okay. didn't stay over @ Mac Ritchie, but went home late that day.
Arrived at event place the next morning @ 9am. rained heavily til' 11am. meanwhile ....Qi De, Daren, DJ S.J & I played some STUPID THING which I won't mention to avoid any loss LOL.
Daren lose....til' nose bleed. CLASSIC BRO ! =P

Okay, I learnt a lesson that events could actually be fucked up in anyway. Murphy's Law still stands. "Anything that could happen, WILL happen." So it did, it rained & a miscommunication occured amongst the banglas who were supposed to bring the Sumo items to the venue. Literally carried those items for 1km up & down. Not that heavy, but it's big in size & slippery due to rain..got my shirt dirty as hell. I kinda loved it 'cos I havent been going to the gym for ........God knows. Today workout + look after my station. Overall, happy . 'cos I fucking TURNED ON THE GENERATOR WHICH STARTED THE EVENT, & SWITCHED IT OFF TO OFFCIALLY END THE EVENT. *Honored

Conclusion, I still love Events even though I did bangla-job for this event. But then again......I guess it's somehow the other where we start things off nya?

"I'm giving up the ghost of love, endure shadows cast on devotion

She....is the one that I adore, Queen of my silent suffocation

Break this bittersweet spell on me

Lost in the arms of.......destiny."

Apocalyptica - Bittersweet

& just cos I listen to this song doesn't mean I'm EMO ELMO.

I had sex on the beach

2009-10-01T08:58:00.001-07:00

Damn right I did. Cost me 12bucks.

& it just went down the pipelines. T.T I still can't understand why people still pay that much when they go pubbing/clubbing......

I'm happy. 'cos my future is carved. yay.

&& I'm not emo......sigh. In what way shall I put? Or rather....let the 'mouths' do the explanation? Oh & I didn't realise how people can get so straightforward in talking. Maybe it's just the....excitement they get for poking into others' affairs? Well.... "to each his own" really applies to everything in general aye?

Gonna stayover @ Mac Ritchie to look after event site on friday, which is tomorrow. Won't be back til' Saturday night. events events events! tired tired tired! contented~ =D

Bike license....here......I.........datang!!

Ginger - Bread - Man - Moving fry-cook

At work~

2009-09-29T03:03:00.001-07:00

Whole day of cold-calling & having 60cents bread for tea-time. I've pictures to upload!
Oh & this friday......might stayover at event venue..for the family day on Saturday. BUT if I do....Monday is OFF DAY. Hmm..............
It's 6.15pm now, gonna go have dinner ALONE =( & home to sleep. SHAG- =.=

Pictures from S.i.N 2009 !

Handsome & the Ticketing Girls.

3AP CREW + SECURITY

Google....nono. Internet is scary.

2009-09-27T11:22:00.001-07:00

Yeah. REALLY scary. You can search & retrieve ANY information you want.

Happy Birthday Barry Wong C.B
I had MAD JACK for the first time & am happy. Their fish 'n' chips is nice =D

Met Si Shi to lepakk @ prata shop. Steady laa~ Chatted til' 12plus & came up to play with Angel. Then talk more cock til before 2am. Which reminds me, I've a conference meeting tomorrow. Oh, & I BOUGHT MY OWN FUCKING THUMBDRIVE. Before I actually connect it to my own lappy, I passed it to Si Shi 'cos I wanted some ......videos of....disgrace LOL.

I've got some pics from S.I.N 2009 which supposed to upload. Wait til' I get all of 'em first......

Fatter by the day.

2009-09-26T11:44:00.001-07:00

Pow wow. I'm getting fatter. Tummy showing, abs losing. No joke. Gotta get back on track once the new Semester starts. I suddenly realised I've got alot of things I want.
-Table top speakers
-Blazer/Formal Wear
-Heavy bag (training), Supplements
-A NEW DESKTOP/Laptop for fucks sake. Non-Acer please.

But most importantly....a bike license. Very soon my friends..VERY soon.

However......must settle one by one. First up, Language. Korean or Japanese??? I dont mind either one. Gotta make a decision in like....1 weeks' time. Do leave comments on MSN or in whichever way.

Today nya-chan was my delivery girl. MAC!! That explains my growing fat. Then went to IMM* to get her stuff & I bought an earring holder for myself LOL. Had Aji-Sen Ramen & it doesn't really taste that good. Went home & helped her buff her nails. What a noob, a guy buffering nails for a girl. Even I do it. It ain't gay, it's CLEAN.
Just got back home from Barry's place. Walked from Gombak to Batok. & I realised too that I need entertainment. So most prolly gonna go collect some FPS PC games from Matt soon. Be a geek & stay at home play computer game. & yeah, lose my abs.

The following is a slogan created by Seowlangs.

Eat.Shit & Die.

Sniff glue & cry.

Seowlang say bye bye.

you're special, b's owner. yeah. It's torturing not to know what's happening to you all the time. Not being to keep in touch for whatever reason....sigh, I just hope something good will turn out in the end. I guess......I do........well......let's keep it a secret =) I'll be waiting. I'll be.

Happy Birthday, Bong Bong

2009-09-24T09:17:00.001-07:00

Eugene Wong Lan Jiao birthday 24th sept. Although it's already past 12am =.=

Happy birthday!! Guys' day out this saturday bro. && congrats on passing your AUTO CAR license LOL. Okay, one week of cold calling in the office.

Hi, I'm calling from Three Angles Production..................................................................................

& it goes on.

I.Hate.People. Tee-Hee.

"I write your name in my breath on the window, sitting here watching as it fades away. The painful memories....of the tears of yesterday.."

KAME.....HAME....HAAAA!!!!!!

2009-09-23T04:52:00.001-07:00

I woke up & had to do alil' "Morning Business" . Remembered it was the release of examination results. So I turned on the internet & laptop to check......Results? Satisfied. I pulled GPA up by 0.15 . What I wasn't satisfied was Logistics & Site Operations......a 'B' ??? Fuck no......Tutorialsssss pulled marks down I guess.

Ah straight to the point. GPA for this semester is 3.333 (I dont know why four 3s). Cumulative is 3.15 .

Had breakfast & went to bowl with Barry. Gotta make use of the offer C.S.C has til' end of September. Played fucking 6 games. If y'all have doubts about me playingg......here's just a few proof that I actually DO bowl properly. Not pocket ball.

Well, this is actually the highest score I've ever had. Today's games' average was 130 thereabout. Oh, I'm "TAL" by the way. It's a game character name.......Sudeki. Not sure why I still use it....but =D

Oh & there were 3 boys bowling too. They had a tactic....oh yeah~ Not joking.

This is their starting position.

& this.............................is their end position, after throwing the ball.

I repeat, I am NOT exaggerating. It fucking bounced off the wooden platform once. BOUNCED OFF THE FUCKING WOODEN PLATFORM.

After which, had lunch at home & went to tutor Eunice. 'N' Level maths =D

Supposed to meet Pamela @ J.P 5pm....she msg-ed me that she wasn't feeling well. In the end....cancelled. Sian ji pua. It's Japad's day knoww. A thing must happen like this. Oh well.

Murphy's law STILL stands eh? "Anything that can go wrong, WILL go wrong."

Pics from S.I.N will only be uploaded this weekend when XF goes home =/

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL SEPTEMBER BABIES OUT THERE. Sheesh, doesn't anyone realise that September has the most birthdays? To me, it is......

Super Import......."24-hour-Night" !

2009-09-22T04:07:00.001-07:00

Thursday 17th Sept.

Set-up of equipment on stage with brother "ji-bai bangla" LOL. Was stationed @ loading bay, managing vehicles that came to off-load their stuff, & when they're done, asked them to fuck off in a nice manner =D Then guided cars in to their respective booths (this part was the best, able to see ALL the cars that were actually in the hall) but was complicating when I had to control traffic situation with the cars & lorries that were off-loading. Had dinner while doing the job, 'cos no one was around to take over me =( but to be honest, there wasn't much to do when I was eating too. Went home around......2am. Shiiiiok.

Friday 18th Sept (Si Shi birthday)
9am report Singapore Expo hall 4. Jialat boii. Not enough sleep & event started @ 3pm. Was stationed @ ticketing booth with 6 GIRLSSSSSS =D My job? To look after them. Simple de worrrr. Was damn boring 'cos attendance that day wasn't much, didn't expect much too. However was kinda hectic over the walky-talky as whatever is happening inside the hall, I could hear over the comm set. Poor Hui Ting & Yan Hong (office girls). Problems with exhibitors la....attendees la....but usually first days are the most fucked up. So yeah, understood.

Saturday 19th Sept (Mum's birthday)
My father was free & I begged him to fetch me to BPP. Then Leslie Velge was kind enough to fetch Louis, Qi De, Yuan Ting & I to Singapore Expo. Met @ Bukit Panjang Plaza 8:30am & drove off. NISSAN SKYLINE BTW.... LIMITED EDITION DE WORRR. Reached & was another hectic day. Quite a high crowd response but it was at certain times only, usually after each drift show. I had a great time with Mei Ling as we became buddies who never fail to chop each other with the fucking stamp LOL. Irritatinnnnnnn~ Chatted with the other 3 pretty girls & I am happy...... ^.^ Was contented with today's job 'cos I was doing all over, taking over others' jobs. Oh & Lydia bought for ah Jess Mickey Mouse from one of the booths. & Jesslyn only allowed me to touch it =D Then fucking Junior nabbed it away from me LOL.
&& at night had nothing to do after closing tables @ the ticketing, so Mickey asked if I wanted to take photo with him. & so I did, with Mei Ling's HP.

Had briefing & changed floaters.... she switched with Mei Ling. Fuck. I lost my entertainee !

Sunday 20th Sept.

Yet again, father took me to BPP (7mins from my place) =D thanks alot.

Couldn't do anything about the swapping, thought was gonna be a long boring ass day. Turned out not, attendance was higher & had to go out to manage the crowd. Went over to others' position to cover while they had lunch too. Not sure why floaters were not given comm set....Seemed like I'm the only one outside (ticketing,entrance,exit) using the comm set, besides security & full time staff. Yesterday & today was tiring. VERY tiring. Barry, Shao Yu, Carlos, Si Shi & Violet came ! Thank you all for coming~

After which, staff from security & Three Angles took tons of pictures when exhibitors cleared the venue. Pics upload next time* Meanwhile.......when the rest of the staff left, leaving Louis, Yan Hong, Me & full time staff........there were some models caught in action...........we had to chase them out....but before that, we took photos of them..........

ok. I just love this bugger. Future car. Confirm.

Just when we were leaving..........3 kittens appeared. NYAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!

Monday 21st Sept (Pamela's Birthday)

Lasssttt dayyy....dad fetched me again. Leslie fetched us again. Jia Yi swapped with Vivian for ticketing. & me....was doing the same thing..entry/exit/ticketing/looking after the 6 girls =D Lydia didn't feel good, went to rest. I took over the crazy ticketing counter. Handling all sorts of tickets. Counting money, doing paperwork, checking which ticket to give to......whew. After she had some rest, came back & brought me to John Little's mega sale. yayyy Lydia =D bought some goodies back & Xiao Fen took some tid bits from me =/ its okayyyyyy =) I had some free caps & bought a cute soft toy for myself. Helped abit with tear-down at the end of the day......Interns couldn't get to MRT in time , LAST TRAIN WENT OFF. so hailed a cab home with Louis & Yan Hong. && NOWADAYS TAXI ROCK MAN. FUCKING CB TOUCH SCREEN ALL. Pardon my living-under-a-rock status, I don't take cabs often. You can ask Qi Min =D

Summary? I've learnt alot. Fuck-ups, what could happen WILL happen, true colors of some people etc. too many to actually list out. It all boils down to experience.... =)

I Love Events.

other pics will be uploaded when I have them =)

& I just met Emmanuel, we came across a bunch of ah lians who were about to fight. Come on. Broad daylight under a void deck? I'm sure you girls can think better. Did I mention that a station is just 5mins walk from there? No wonder the cops came before you girls did anything. People......gain respect by other means okay?

guess everything's back the way it used to be huh. It stops. 4:57 stopped. A pebble* is thrown back to where it's belong. Stay happy, to all.

Erm.... Flyers now, events later?

2009-09-16T08:55:00.001-07:00

okayy. Everyone (from attachment) was pissed when we had to wait for instructions (almost all the time). Me? I'm just....going with the flow. Nothing much to do at home anyways. Might as well explore around town while waiting right?

Oh & I boiled a lizard in my sink last night. Apologies, but I hate lizards, & it was in my way from washing the dishes. & yeah, sad-ist! Wanted to take a picture but decided not to, lest someone sues me for pest abuse.

Gonna be busy from tomorrow onwards. Super Import Nights 2009. Be there if you love cars or hot babes (not kiddin'). If you're a photographer, go too, good for portfolio.

"....& tell tales of what I've done & not. For you are loved by God & thy only knows the truth.
Lies whisper in the wind....truths stay stagnant as calm as the river."

Two songs to keep me occupied

2009-09-15T12:35:00.001-07:00

If I were you , I don't think I love you . Both by Hoobastank.

Tired out. Super Import Nights 2009 coming ! Baked some cookies. Nothing much. Just me & my guitar......

I guessed it eventually happens. "Accept fate & move on."

sob sob so touchin' .14th September is a memorable day, isn't it? ding.

He's 19 & dropped his wing.

2009-09-13T09:00:00.001-07:00

First off, I'd like to thank my parents for having me, bringing me into this cruel, heartless, filled with irritating people posing as actors/liars/cheaters, world.

PSYCHE. I'm just kiddin'

This post is especially for those who wished me personally & indirectly (l.o.l)

Advanced:

My er-jie

'Lousylebron', Keith

Violet Teng's HARD work of compilation, with comments to each of their wish:

-38-Club (San-Bah Club)

Shayne Tan Si Shi - We better meet up for some prata I tell you. & bring your bicycle down LOL.

Torrance Liang Wan Ting - Man..I love your handwriting best. Macam use the D&T ruler to write. So neat =.=

Stacy Quah Jia Hui & Seow You Peng - Just so you two know, nickname's Attan, not Ah Tan LOL. But pretty surprised =D

Chua Bao Zuan - I actually thought that you're gonna give me a New York Cheesecake you know. Tskk =D

Maria Boey - What the hell. You're crazy too you know that? && where's the VIDEO. BETTER POST IT ON MY BIRTHDAY ITSELF. 'LEAKAGE OF FOOTAGE' =O

-Seow Lang (Badtards)

Gopiganth - Dude. Please make arrangements for us to meet up. Very difficult to get you, you know? We're always missing out somebody..it ain't fun to be honest =( & I seriously miss gyming with you. All of you.

Benjamin Liew - You this chinese. LOL I got your 'message' alrights. If I don't clear it, help me with it. I'll do the same for yours.

Lim Shi Jie -I love the photo of yours man. Ji cool. & your wish was the shortest. But enough to make me smile =)

Eugene Lim - We all live once......that's why we fuck around. Don't we?

Eugene Wong L.J - Cybong, you're a heartless, emotional badtard LOL. But you know we all love you. Buddies for 6 years already. & still counting =D

Barry Wong C.B - That drawing of me is sick man. Looks 90% like me, only 'cos no facial features. Nvm, get your mother to do it for me LOL BADTARD.

Ngiam Huey Huey - You're special! You're the one who built a strong foundation for my maths & I'm who I am right now (academically LOL) 'cos of you ! Double distinction for maths! & yeah, I'm still hopping over this =D

-Three Brothers (Three Bastards whose dictionary doesn't have the word 'love')

Emmanuel Farrock - Dude, you told me so. You're still telling. & You will keep telling LOL.

Joshua Phoon - Bro, you don't so fierce can. I know N.S ji fierce la....but don't take it out on me =( PS: I'm still growing T.T

DEPM 05 (My class)

Zahirah Omar - ZARAAAAAA!!!! Your 'but hey' like "BUTHEY" SIAA LOL. Best Classmate award goes to me? HAHAHA YOU TOO LEH =D

Liana - Hey lil' girl. Hope you're doing fine with Ridwan in N.S. It's difficult but.. keep yourself busy with PSP & remember what I told you about baking etc. =D

Dominic Ngian - Eh hello boy. Buy me a pack of cigarettes when school re-opens. OOPS haven't 18 yet. LOL jk la. Don't smoke if you wanna have a great hot bod. Eat less carbs/more protein, gym the right way & work your way up to Jay Cutler. Cheers =D

Adela Ong - LOL YOUR WISH IS THE ONLY ONE WHICH MADE ME GO LOLWTF. But back to the point. You're a smarty pant. But note this........I'm gonna come & own you. LOL. Hey. PLAY HARD, STUDY *SMART*

Daren Chan - You this nabei. I nothing to say to you. Two-word wish PUI. Just save me a space in your room whenever I need it for attachment. LOL <3>

Lim Qi Min - When take taxi back again? I pay this time. Then consecutive time we go dutch LOL. Set.

Chua Jia Yi - Ok. No smoking. But. I'm gonna make you try. You & Adela. Watch out.

Ang Yuan Ting - You're the only one who used Mandarin. & don't say leh....it really shrinked. I needa get back gyming. YOU THIS CHICKEN MCNUGGET SEAWEED SHAKER. DING! =X

Tracy Toh - HEY HEY ^.^ Please remember to feed your hamster, don't come school re-open & I ask, "Hows your hamster?" & you " . . . . . . " with the blur look, forgetting that you have one LOL. Oh & ....West Side rulez.

Ninette Chan - Nya-chan! er-ge is here to thank you for your presents & wish too. Don't so paranoid about stuffs le okay? 'Cos the world is round. B.F.F (Brothers.For.Forever) LOL.

Loved Ones~

Mother - Eh hello. You steady ah, I give you my this link read the comment yourself ok. You MSN queen, Forum queen. Internet savvy sia this mother. LOVE YOUU

Low Kai Xian - Mei ! Hahaha since you were 12, I took care of you. Til' now. Lets see......about 5 years already. Thanks for being there & being the only girl who lectures me. Fierce sehh ah pu neh neh. LOVE YA!!

Zoe Tang - Tskk. So long never talk to you already. Busy siaozxzxz. But nvm. As long as you remember can le. && hor....you're shifting soon..our plan for bike tompang go down the drain T.T sighhhh. Nvm. I can still ride to east side fetch you home =D LOVE YA TOO!!

Last but not least (at least for now)......

Violet Teng Wei Ya

Thanks for getting my friends & loved ones to actually remember & do something for my birthday. 'Cos if not, they wouldn't bother. LOL woops jkjk. & thanks for somehow the other helping me get back the memories of what my beloved lil' sistas made for me which I 'carelessly','helplessly' got rid of. I didn't mean to....but I made a smart move to keep the other half of the presents you girls got me =) I cried hard & tried to find it the other day, but to no avail....I'm sorry. Well back to you. Thanks for the muffins too ! & hor.. Tattoo hor...... Steady laa. See I so influencial HAHA.

Edits will be made but....

Gotta report to work @ 7pm today. SADDED. But not to worry, Day's full booked, 'cept for night, after work. We'll see......CIAOZ for now. BEST BIRTHDAY EVAAAAA???~~~!!!!!

Oh & err. Never seen before footage(taken months ago). Have a laugh will ya?

TEXT MESSAGES/12am WISHES THANK-YOU-LOUD:

Si En

Yuan Ting

Ninette

Ridzuwan (surprise!)

Beanice

ZARAAA

Darell

Joan

Kai Xian =D

Kai

Joanne

Qi Min (LOL MY A4 YAY)

*to be continued =(

1 week "Sian ji buey/pua"

2009-09-12T10:14:00.001-07:00

First off, notebook's adapter got fucked. But it's alright now, I'm using it now, 'cos I got it from Sim Lim @ half the price Acer sells. So for one fucking week I couldn't use my notebook, not that I want to, but I needed it to do my log book for I.T.P .

Secondly, it's been less than 4 days of work & everyone @ the office seems to be gossiping. Not that I don't too, but it's really getting irritatin' . Not gonna mention names or hints.

Thirdly, I mentioned before, some....or most people are irritatin' me in their own ways. By golly I hope this problem lies with me, 'cos it's the way I view stuffs.

As for comments on life....

Let's just say piercings & tattoos are addictive. Very soon my right ear will have a second earhole. I've 4 now. End of this year, 5. & hopefully stop @ there. sheesh.

Fourthly, I don't really have much sleep & I've been treated cold-ly* =( Things have been getting really confusing as gossips/rumors spread. Feelings go wild & paranoia kicks in. All I can say is.......

~I'm giving it a break~

Fifth-ly, I changed my view/opinion on clubbing. BUT! This doesn't mean I'm interested in going clubbing. Just that......instead of being the one dancing my ass off to the music. I want people to dance THEIR ass off to MY music. That's right, I wanna pick up disc jockeying. Not going full swing, but knowing basics to get a parteh going. No idea why....but I guess I'm one who prefers to watch people do stuff with the help from me......(helping them get a good body/tutoring them to improve studies etc.)

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_426680.html

Click to read this story if you guys haven't been reading the news. My views? Simple phrase.

~Don't ghey kiang~

Let this be a lesson to all of us not to do stuff thinking that you'll be right, unless you're 100% sure.

Just came back from Alexandra Hospital Dinner & Dance 2009 . Some pics~

?One big dick, One big boob?

This is just me messing around with Steven's smoke machine & DJ console.

Oh & btw. 4 more days to Super Import Nights 2009.

ALSO, It's my 19th Birthday tomorrow.

*hint hint blink blink point point poke poke*

But I still gotta remind everyone that .........

ps: thanks Beanice for helping me with the linkings =D

Midnight Shifts & a fucked up notebook

2009-09-11T00:29:00.001-07:00

Notebook adapter gone bust. it's gonna cost $53.90 for checking @ Acer, $110 for replacement of adapter. Screwed & I'm not gonna do it. Instead, go Sim Lim find tmr. Sigh~

IF ANYONE GOT EXTRA ADAPTER FOR ME TO USE PLEASE NOTIFY ASAP.

I'm gonna be pretty busy. If not I'm taking a break from work & issues. Cheers all.

By the way......

Come on down ! $10/entry while you can see all the cars & babes you want. Cars imported, babes ALSO imported. For more details contact me on my mobile.

Fuck-a-leek

2009-09-10T07:49:00.001-07:00

Ji toot. Nya-kun wishes that everyone gets off his back. Stop being irritatin' thanks.

I try to make provisions & balances out for all. Don't give me a hard time. I've no intention as to what I'm doing right now, I just want peace =( This goes out to all.

& I love events. I've no complaints about it's last minute/weird work timings. Events is me new passion.

GIVE ME A FUCKING CAT-BREAK.

So Close, So Far

2009-09-06T05:02:00.001-07:00

yup, that's the song I've been learning to play & sing the past few days. From Hoobastank's new album, For( n )ever. I'm gonna head over to Daren's in a while. To stay-over 'cos his place is nearer to my workplace. Gonna see what other buses go there......it's gonna cost alotta $$$ & time from my place to there. But then again, have to see where I need to report everyday.. so yupp.

& reason why I started blog again 'cos I need 'motivation' to write my journal for log book. & this nya blog SHALL BE....the motivation.

& nope, no tagboard. nya nya~

"....& she hands over feelings & memories of past to present. Only then he realises, what a beast he became. However, he still lets his wing take control. No more......No less."

G'day I.T.P

2009-09-05T10:37:00.001-07:00

Many thanks to nya-chan (Ninette Chan) for helping me start this blog.
Okay. Shall sleep now. Things are alil' hectic.

7sept-16oct will be my internship period. woopsies~

dont we all wish to grow a wing? Wing that symbolizes....freedom?